Day 4 - "It's Not Waiting, It's Anticipation"

I have started writing three days in a row and been stopped every time by a lack of anything to say. I do not know why I'm in school anymore. I feel like I'm just failing at everything. I have no home church. No ministry. No mentors. This is probably where I'm supposed to be right now and it's only mocking me. I feel without purpose or direction. And it feels very lonely where I'm standing. But if I leave, where would I go?

And all I want to do is eat chips.