Today has been a beautiful day. The weather is ugly and I feel equally so, but there is something magical in the air today.I have been trying to cry for weeks, really cry from the bottom of myself, and today I was finally able. What came out was stronger, deeper and scarier than I could have imagined. But it was so good. I made some strong, deep, and scary (to match the mood) decisions, and have not felt so good in months. There is an end in sight. There is control and safety and irresponsibility and uncertainty and life in sight. In sight. That sounds so good to me.
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just kinda curious, but why do you try to make yourself cry and then make decision at a time of emotional unrest?
I'm intrigued
and that's not spelled right probs
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