List.

What I need right now.

• A hot shower.
• A big hug.
• Three shots of tequila.
• A back rub.
• To go swimming.
• New shoes.
• A bagel with cream cheese.
• To be able to see the stars.
• Someone to sit me down, say what I need to hear, and mean it.
• More perfume.
• For my coat to be dry.
• A bouquet of cheerful flowers.
• A downpour.
• Chinese take-out.
• To quit school.

Things I don't need right now.

• Another black tank top.
• A glass of milk.
• A painting of a toilet.
• Another reason to just throw it in.

Things I'm thankful for, anyway.

• Jesus.
• Straight teeth.
• Imminent sleep.
• Chocolate.
• Jesus.