arms to knees to chest
sitting still on the damp grass
still seems so surreal
quietly at first
the whispered words come shyly
i have lost myself
death relived again
for the dam of tears to spill
i can't control this
shaking in the cool
dusk steals in to hide you
i am so sorry
it has been two years
since my last visit to you
still in denial
as hard as ever
you live a block away now
i'm lost without you
