
So, my life.
How do I stop the whirlwind?
I cannot.
Everyone is gone. I really should be, too.
And I am tired. I am so tired.
ENOUGH!!
I need to be pro-active instead of passive.
Things I will do over Christmas break:
- Read some of Gone with the Wind.
- Go home today (Monday).
- Do some writing.
- Play piano.
- Go to bed before 1AM.
- Wake up before 12PM.
- Eat lots of baking.
- Do my physio work-outs.
- Stay in contact with the people I want to, and let go of the obligation for everyone else. I will see them soon anyways.
- Celebrate the half-way mark.
Yes I realize that for the most part these are rather ambiguous and it will probably be unclear whether or not I have actually accomplished what I set out to do, but I need goals! I don't care if they're MAP or SMART or whatever else they're "supposed to be," they will stop me from going crazy because I will have something to aim for and they will stop me from freaking out if I fail because I was not exactly specific to begin with.
Last additions:
- I will take the things given to me by doctors.
- I will read my Bible every day.
- I will do things I want to do without apologies.
- I will enjoy Christmas.
- And I guess I will finish my papers.
Okay. I am going to make it.
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